I’m feeling cold and I can’t see
Why it is that you don’t love me?
You say you can’t relate,
And overtime you’ve begun to hate
All I want is you in my life
I need you to be my wife
You tell me things will never be good
But I’m telling you that they could
In love with me, you say your not
And you refuse to give it one more shot
I can’t seem to get it straight
Life can’t be all fate
I hope you’ll try to make it work
Ok, so I took some time off, as you can see from the date of my last post.
So I’m announcing that I’m back to the grind of pushing out poetry. I have around 5 new ones that I’ll be editing and posting in the next few days, so look out for that. And keep reading!
Your hatred for me, is showing right through
I tried to make up, but there was nothing I could do
Every last word, you utter to me
is filled with what I cannot be
You gave me a chance and took it away
You said there was nothing I could say
Every sweet thing, I whispered to you
Just fueled the firem burning through
When things get hard, your wanting to run
To-gether, your never having fun
Despite all the times, I was with you
You never stopped thinking it through
This song/poem wasn’t written by me. It was written by a friend who asked me to edit it and make it sound more like a “rock” song lol. But after some debating, we came to the conclusion that it would only dilute what the original message of the song/poem was. The poem/song was never finished or molded into any decipherable song structure. So as it stands now it’s an unfinished poem……Enjoy……
All You Had to Do
I wanna kill you, I wanna rip your fuckin throat out
wanna go outside and have a fuckin throwdown
I want you to fuckin die and I want to be the one who does it
everyone knows it, no one shows it,and now I have chose it
You better be ready to die, cause when I come out you gonna shout
Im’a do shit you aint never thought about
you gonna be cryin, screamin, beggin for mercy
but I aint gonna give it
you should have thought about that shit before you did it
you gonna be in a bloody-ass pulp
nothin left no hope, no dreams, no thoughts, no screams
and all you had to do was not fuck with me, but you couldn’t do it
don’t misconstrew it,
I knew it was you who been talkin behind my back
you was tryin’ to be the fat rat in this pack.
Aint it somethin’?
how you went fron being a nothin’ to being a something to being a nothin?
you thought you was so high, untouchable, now it’s came to this you gonna die.
And all you had to do was not fuck with me.
Life is the only thing,
that makes me want to scream
Why cant it all be sweet, and
calm, serene
T.V. gives us this image to achieve
When in real it’s the parents who want to leave.
They have us believe it’s the
kids who just cant see
But in life it’s the music
that sets us free.
Pain is the only thing that we can
seem to feel
Pain is the only thing
burning to reviel.
The hate that seems to build
beneath this thing we feel.
People that pass you by
Living like your in a high
Burning to reviel
this pain that everyone feels
Thinking I cant be the only one
Who sees the war that we havent won
On the outside people live by fate
On the inside people live with hate
Your masks will soon come off
to show the monsters been put off
Green as envy, black as hate
This world we possess, spinning fate
This is a poem that I started and have never finished. Maybe one day I’ll finish it…
Life throws me a curve ball, I wanna fucking die
My wife tells me she’s not happy, and I cannot hide
This feeling I get when I grab tha bottle and cry
That life would be easier, if I just let it pass me by
How much it wouldn’t even matter, if I fucking died
I feel it stalking me, trying to get in
Death has came for me, come to collect my sin
And the only thing I regret when I say
Is that I made you unhappy in some way
I hate that you can’t be with me
So I’ll take the pain away
with a bottle and a couple pills
Today, is judgement day
I try to be the man you want, and never can succeed
so I have no other choice, but to set you free
I never want to say goodbye, so I let it ride
I’ll just take another batch, and hope I fucking die.
Things will never be the same, and pain cannot subside
I would take all the bad away, if you wouldn’t cry.
I took a couple shots today, and some things to help me fly
It won’t be long till the pain is gone, cuz soon I think I’ll die
It might be the things I hate, that have me now thinking
That life won’t always be so bad, but my mind, it won’t stop tweakin
I think I made a bad mistake, in wanting the pain to die
Now I can’t stop this train, without you by my side
I can’t seem to stop my mind, from wanting you now and then
I should have known that it’s not that bad, but just another bend,
Tonight I took my life, in my hands, and threw it all away
I never thought it’d come to this, when I couldn’t face the day
So I didn’t know how to deal, and make it all ok
I dread I took the wrong way out, and will never see you now
Tonight I die, by myself, and it’s got me down
But only because, the last thing I saw, was your face in frown.
The only thing I regret, is my son will never see
How he was loved, by a father that will never be
So I want to tell you babe, I loved you every day
And the last thing I can seem to think about, is what you had to say
You told me I would never be, what you need inside
So I took the easy way out, and sentenced myself to die
