I need you

I’m praying bae, that you’ll be there
for all the shit we done, and tha times we shared

Cuz I need you girl, like everyday
I’ve been missing you, and how we used to play

Do you remember when, we used to chill
Now without my chick, it’s getting hard to deal

You always telling me, I need to quit tha game
But that’s whats keeping you up off them lames

You be telling me, you don’t like that shit
When I sell them bricks, and turn out a bitch

But you like them clothes, and all that jewelry
You be telling lies, bae you ain’t fooling me

But I’ll quit tha game, for us to be
Cuz I’ll do whatever bae, your face I gotta see

Freestyle

Sitting around drinking and came up with this freestyle that I happened to record.

I’m like tha thrilla in manilla
Fucking hoes like we famila
Sliting bitches like a killa
Spiting game like I’m tha trilla
All them hoes they call me milla
I touch ya hoe, but I don’t feel her
I beat it up, but I don’t kill her
I’m the one like I’m tha realla
Beastin on it, like in thrilla

Mountains

Ok, so this poem was written when I was under the influence of painkillers and muscle relaxers. I had just gotten into a wreck and had some neck/back injuries….so enjoy…..

 

I’m rolling through tha mountians on a constant high
I’m waving to tha dwarves as they pass me by

Can’t do no wrong, only do some good
Rolling so hard, through tha fucking hood

Never bother gangbangers, those are magic midgets
Never talk to unicorns, they never give them digets

We roll up to tha wizard giving out his candy
He acting kinda strange, so I keep heat handy

Grabbed about 15 gotta keep it going
Feeling like a dragon, got my scales a showing

So I keep a floatin through this magic land
I feel quite invincable, never die by tha hand

So we go kick it, in tha dragon’s lair
It’s when I see tha madien, with that golden hair

Got me talking mad shit, knowing I never meant it
For all tha shit I talked, I never got to hit it

We pop some more skittles, feeling like their magic
Never take one, pop 3 for tha hat trick

We cruise down tha gold road, looking for some bitches
Feeling like tha car rock, but we aint got switches

Now we’re in tha clouds, floating like a angel
Coughing on tha blue smoke, like I’m in a strangle

We stopped at that magic bear, to see what he’s holdin
Your furry and you real big, that is what we told him

Visiting tha bear cave, to see how he’s livin
Started muttering random shit, so we had to stick em

Jumped into tha cart, ridin through tha forest
Now we see a big wolf, coming right toward us

All i want is candy, just to keep me floatin
Acting like he’s creepin, showed em what we totin

Popped some more stones, got me feeling hungry

State of Mind

I’m owned by this state of mind
nothing I do, can help me find

This trouble that I seek is you
And everyone around already knew

I’m the only one who needed a clue
The first chance you got, you packed yo shit

If you wanna leave then move bitch
Saying it’ll never work
Just because you don’t want it to

Got over it real quick
I think I know who was helping you

Now I need that second chance
without you I dont have a stance

next time I see you I wanna hit
Next time we talk you saying shit

but with you is where I wanna sit
I blew every chance that you gave to me

Now it’s too late and I can see
what went wrong when we tried to be

Why?

I’m feeling cold and I can’t see
Why it is that you don’t love me?

You say you can’t relate,
And overtime you’ve begun to hate

All I want is you in my life
I need you to be my wife

You tell me things will never be good
But I’m telling you that they could

In love with me, you say your not
And you refuse to give it one more shot

I can’t seem to get it straight
Life can’t be all fate

I hope you’ll try to make it work

Back to the Grind

Ok, so I took some time off, as you can see from the date of my last post.

So I’m announcing that I’m back to the grind of pushing out poetry. I have around 5 new ones that I’ll be editing and posting in the next few days, so look out for that. And keep reading!

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Your hatred for me, is showing right through
I tried to make up, but there was nothing I could do

Every last word, you utter to me
is filled with what I cannot be

You gave me a chance and took it away
You said there was nothing I could say

Every sweet thing, I whispered to you
Just fueled the fire burning through

When things get hard, your wanting to run
To-gether, your never having fun

Despite all the times, I was with you
You never stopped thinking it through

All you had to do

This song/poem wasn’t written by me. It was written by a friend who asked me to edit it and make it sound more like a “rock” song lol. But after some debating, we came to the conclusion that it would only dilute what the original message of the song/poem was. The poem/song was never finished or molded into any decipherable song structure. So as it stands now it’s an unfinished poem……Enjoy……

All You Had to Do

I wanna kill you, I wanna rip your fuckin throat out
wanna go outside and have a fuckin throwdown

I want you to fuckin die and I want to be the one who does it
everyone knows it, no one shows it,and now I have chose it

You better be ready to die, cause when I come out you gonna shout
Im’a do shit you aint never thought about

you gonna be cryin, screamin, beggin for mercy

but I aint gonna give it
you should have thought about that shit before you did it

you gonna be in a bloody-ass pulp
nothin left no hope, no dreams, no thoughts, no screams

and all you had to do was not fuck with me, but you couldn’t do it
don’t misconstrew it,

I knew it was you who been talkin behind my back
you was tryin’ to be the fat rat in this pack.

Aint it somethin’?
how you went fron being a nothin’ to being a something to being a nothin?

you thought you was so high, untouchable, now it’s came to this you gonna die.
And all you had to do was not fuck with me.

Pain

Life is the only thing,
that makes me want to scream

Why cant it all be sweet, and
calm, serene

T.V. gives us this image to achieve
When in real it’s the parents who want to leave.

They have us believe it’s the
kids who just cant see

But in life it’s the music
that sets us free.

Pain is the only thing that we can
seem to feel

Pain is the only thing
burning to reviel.

The hate that seems to build
beneath this thing we feel.

People that pass you by
Living like your in a high

Burning to reviel
this pain that everyone feels

Thinking I cant be the only one
Who sees the war that we havent won

On the outside people live by fate
On the inside people live with hate

Your masks will soon come off
to show the monsters been put off

Green as envy, black as hate
This world we possess, spinning fate

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This is a poem that I started and have never finished. Maybe one day I’ll finish it…

Life throws me a curve ball, I wanna fucking die
My wife tells me she’s not happy, and I cannot hide
This feeling I get when I grab tha bottle and cry
That life would be easier, if I just let it pass me by
How much it wouldn’t even matter, if I fucking died

I feel it stalking me, trying to get in
Death has came for me, come to collect my sin
And the only thing I regret when I say
Is that I made you unhappy in some way

I hate that you can’t be with me
So I’ll take the pain away

with a bottle and a couple pills
Today, is judgement day

I try to be the man you want, and never can succeed
so I have no other choice, but to set you free

I never want to say goodbye, so I let it ride
I’ll just take another batch, and hope I fucking die.

Things will never be the same, and pain cannot subside
I would take all the bad away, if you wouldn’t cry.

I took a couple shots today, and some things to help me fly
It won’t be long till the pain is gone, cuz soon I think I’ll die

It might be the things I hate, that have me now thinking
That life won’t always be so bad, but my mind, it won’t stop tweakin

I think I made a bad mistake, in wanting the pain to die
Now I can’t stop this train, without you by my side

I can’t seem to stop my mind, from wanting you now and then
I should have known that it’s not that bad, but just another bend,

Tonight I took my life, in my hands, and threw it all away
I never thought it’d come to this, when I couldn’t face the day

So I didn’t know how to deal, and make it all ok
I dread I took the wrong way out, and will never see you now

Tonight I die, by myself, and it’s got me down
But only because, the last thing I saw, was your face in frown.

The only thing I regret, is my son will never see
How he was loved, by a father that will never be

So I want to tell you babe, I loved you every day
And the last thing I can seem to think about, is what you had to say

You told me I would never be, what you need inside
So I took the easy way out, and sentenced myself to die